Love is like the wind

shepherd and sheeps

2012-02-12T23:36:00.001+08:00

Good food, good company.

life.

2012-02-11T00:07:00.001+08:00

HAHAHA! Can only do this kind of stupid, crazy things with her.

I dont say i'll be there for you whenever

because i dont want to make promises i cant keep

I dont always say things that you want to hear

because i dont want to construct beautiful lies

I dont want to hear repeated problems of yours

because i am not as great as you think i am

I dont want to get too attached

because i am not as strong as i appear to be

So dont depend on me, dont expect too much from me.

I'll give when i can, as much as i can.

But there are days where i need to be alone.

Just all by myself.

im not cool... im hot ;)

2012-02-10T00:49:00.000+08:00

We were randomly talking on Whatsapp when I said "Ok" and then Shaf suddenly explained the origins of Ok. Apparently it means 0 killed because during WW1, the soldier would report the number of people killed to the public on a signboard. So ok means zero men killed and turns out to be the ok as we know of now.

So Xiuwen commented that Shaf is so cool because she always learn this kind of random things herself. And Shaf said oh no, Anginn is cooler because she knows a lot.

And then, i realised... EVERYONE IS COOL EXCEPT ME.

OMG. ITS TRUE!! Xiuwen knows a lot of people and a lot of stories so she is cool. Ask Anginn anything related to science (especially space) and she can tell you everything. And Shaf always know those random facts that you will never know. And Gaya is cool because she is an APNN. HAHAHA, no la. Because she is good at photoshop, after effects, final cut pro etc etc.

And im just like...

I bet all my classmates are on Google/ Wikipedia reading up interesting stuff right now and me? Blogging about how lame i am D:

I mean, i take delight in looking at pretty models, eating, watching shows and... pretty much nothing else. Which means that while everyone is getting more and more knowledgeable, i am just waddling around in my shallow life.

Well, how nice to know that.

dying and about to be gone

2012-02-08T22:53:00.000+08:00

greetings everyone.
i am having a seizure right now.

PANIC MODE ACTIVATED!
i. need. to. learn. how. to breathe.
SOMEONE GET THE PARAMEDICS!!!!!!!

This is looking like a contest of who can act like they care less

2012-02-05T09:59:00.001+08:00

I know we'll grow, but we'll never bloom again.

I'm sure we'll grow, but we'll never bloom again.

What happened to us?

I still remember our promises, our plans.

Did you forget them already?

And now, we are stuck in this place of cold wars and strong fortresses.
Pretending that we never met at all; pretending that we were never friends.

I wonder... if you ever think of the past and reminisce those times.

Because i do, i do.

Oh, a simple complication
Miscommunications lead to fallout
So many things that I wish you knew
So many walls up, I can't break through

Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room
And we're not speaking
And I'm dying to know, is it killing you
Like it's killing me

I don't know what to say since a twist of fate
When it all broke down
And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now

Next chapter

story of my life

2012-02-03T22:53:00.003+08:00

I had a really weird train ride today.
First of all, it was freaking crowded. I couldnt play Tilt To Live and i literally wanted to squat down so i can disappear.

Then, a group of Korean guys tried to ask me about some place that sounded like "Son da a bitch"

Seriously. I was like whut?? Did i hear that right or are they trolling me? Then they kept explaining

"No, no Song beachy"

What the hell is Song Beachy? I dont think there's any place in Singapore that starts with Song. Seng Siong maybe??? And why would you even board a train when you dont even know your destination is????

Moving on... Because it was so packed, this bunch of Indian woman squeezed into the train but unfortunately left their friend behind on the station. The Chinese auntie standing next to me laughed and laughed and kept talking to me about how funny it was to leave their friends behind. On the next station, the same exact thing happened too. A woman left her boyfriend because he couldnt get in. And the Chinese auntie talked to me about that too.

But that is not the best part yet. So I was surrounded by Korean, Chinese and Indian right? So the Indian aunties started talking to the Korean boys. And i heard this one comment:

"You look like my grandson!"

?????
Not trying to be racist but how is it possible for a Korean to look like an Indian???

So then, the Chinese auntie and the Korean boys alighted. The Indian auntie turned to me and asked, "Are you Chinese?"

I assumed she was asking if i were from China because why would she not think that Chinese is my race? So i replied, "Yes, I am a Chinese. But im Singaporean,"

"I know you're Singaporean!" she chastised me.

HUH?? You can tell my nationality but not my race? You can tell that im a Singaporean but you have to ask me if i am Chinese? In what way do i not look like a Chinese?????

Oh God... Seriously. All i wanted to do was to play Tilt To Live.

But no.

I have to entertain questions like, "Where is Son Of A Bitch?" and "Are you a Chinese?" and pretend what the Chinese auntie said was funny.

Le sigh.